Tuesday, July 23, 2013

That is me, I own that - part 2

After that incident we talked about in part one, we have talked a little about sexuality, appeal and desire. Daddy continues to help me when I hesitate, or forget, or just plain don't want to say...'that is me, I own that.'

The other night, we were laying on our bed, and Daddy said, "Okay, little one, it's time for you to go get your shower, then you're going to get a wooden toy and a leather toy, and the buzzy toy out while I get my shower." I said yes Daddy.

After my shower he called me to him, pulled me across his lap and was just touching me. Then he said something and it led us back to that conversation. I peered at him over my shoulder and responded in an incredulous manner....I forget the exact conversation. He looked at me and said, "I changed my mind, don't get anything out of the box, just get the buzzy toy. I'll take care of the rest. We're going to do something that you've been needing." He left to get his shower and I got out the buzzy toy and plugged it in and began to read.

When Daddy came back from the shower he laid next to me and began kissing my neck as he closed my book and removed my glasses. He pulled back the covers and directed me onto my tummy. He kissed and stroked and spanked with his hand and then whispered in that lovely sweet and thick voice, "I want you to stand at the bottom of the bed, facing forward, hands behind your back."

I rose, turned, and felt his hands on my shoulders and his lips on my neck, which I bared for him. Then I felt silk slide across my eyes.
 

Then his hands were on mine and silk wrapped around and over and under my arms and hands, and as he worked, he spoke, "These are not the tightest of bonds, but they symbolize that we are bound one to the other, heart to heart, soul to soul, mind to mind."

  

He guided me to the bed and laid me on it, bid me roll onto my back, and again he spoke, "You are naked and vulnerable before me. You belong to me, and you are beautiful, all of you. You please me, all of you."
I felt the weight of him next to me on the bed and his fingers wound in my hair. "Your hair is red, the color of flame and passion and warmth. It is the passion with which you care for me and for this family. It is soft and I love the smell of it. It pleases me. It belongs to me." Tears began to fall behind the silk, soaking into the cloth. 

His fingers and lips moved to my face, "I love your mind. You are strong and intelligent. You kept this family going with your strength before me and when I have had to be away. I love the way you see things. I relish your submissive nature and what you have given me. It pleases me. It belongs to me."

...to my eyes, "I love your eyes, they are green and verdant. They see things no one else does. They have a vision that is clear and honest. They please me. They belong to me."

His fingers roaming my body every single inch, his voice soft and soothing, my tears flowing, my chest heaving...... all the way down to my toes (freshly painted sparkly hot pink) and as he went the world got smaller and smaller, and the thoughts in my head disappeared and new ones were turned away on the tide of his words, until there was nothing but his touch and his words and that thought.....I please him...... I belong to him. And nothing else matters, and was there never another truth, except that I belong to him and that he finds me pleasing, in heart....in thought.....in form....in love....in submission.....in service.

     


HIS POV:
This was something that I had wanted to do for quite a while. June definitely needed to feel how special she is to me... I try to tell her, and show her everyday...but as it goes so many times, actions speak a whole lot louder than words. This special bit of intimacy is a small example of strength in ownership and strength in submission. Truly, it is a beautiful thing.



32 comments:

  1. Sounds so beautiful and fun, fun, fun. being blind folded is a comfort to me and my gift of trust to him. Hugs

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    1. He is the only one who I have ever felt safe enough to let that close, Annie.

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    1. Thank you, Dana. It was an incredible moment.

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  3. Acts of love are so much stronger than words of love...perfect!
    hugs abby

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    1. There is so much in the act... I have heard words all my life that were lies. His touch, his eyes, the tone of his voice, that energy in his hands....can't fake that.

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  4. Oh Ward...what a wonderful gift you gave June! Junie...I know you will remember this always but please don't forget the lesson...you are one very special lady.

    I love the warmth I feel when I come visit here...thank you for sharing your love and lessons with us.

    Hugs and Blessings,
    Cat

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    1. I will always remember this, my sweet friend. I see a shift, I feel differently about my body, and see a difference at how I look at other images that I once held as a standard. I'm not there yet, I slide a bit now and again. But he will help me, I know :)

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  5. Oh...my. I am crying. Seriously.

    This is amazing.

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    1. Sorry we made you cry, Conina, I hope they were warm and happy tears :) He is quite amazing!

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  6. Beautiful!!!

    And yay for green eyes ;) I have green eyes too :)

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    1. Thanks so much, elle! Green eyes are awesome!

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  7. So intimate and caring. Lovely!

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    1. It was all that and more, Grace. It has begun a fundamental change...albeit small, it will grow I know, because he will nurture it.

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  8. I wanted to come out of hiding and say that what he said was very sweet. :) saturn

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    1. Thanks so much, saturn. He is very sweet, and he wraps me in a love like I have never known. Thanks for delurking :)

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  9. This is absolutely beautiful, thank you for sharing this with us. What a wonderful act and gift of love.

    Hugs,
    Roz

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    1. The amazing thing about my life, Roz, is that I receive those gifts every single day. The smallest of gestures, and the big, earth-shattering ones like this, they reshape me....I guess that's the point :)

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  10. Ward and June, you both never cease to amaze me with what you share and the love you two express within your relationship. Beautiful is really all I can say and I hope you continue to keep your head up and remember you are loved and simply marvelous just as you are.
    <3 Lily

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    1. Thanks, Lily! I was nothing but a shell until he breathed life back into me. I'm trying, and you know Daddy helps!

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  11. the two of you are fabulous, amazing and continue to be an inspiration to me and many others i'm sure.

    *hugs*

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    1. Thanks so very much, Fondles. He inspires me for sure, and it honors me for you to be inspired by our simple story.

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  12. So sweet. Sometimes the noise of a lifetime makes it hard to hear the one we love the most. My ears hear my Dragon but my heart remembers the ugliness that was childhood.

    It is a good thing that you have Ward and I have my Dragon. What would we do without our men? I don't want to know.

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    1. Oh Lord, Rose, the noise is deafening sometimes. Daddy gets frustrated, I know, 'why would you choose to believe the word of people who could not get themselves right when you have someone who loves you telling you our truth?" It's not a choice, but that noise, that message is so deeply ingrained it will take diligence, I'm sure to wear it smooth.

      The thought of not having him.... just inconceivable. I'm so glad you have your Dragon, and I my Ward as well.

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  13. This this was beautiful to read, June and Ward!! I always leave here in awe of the relationship that you have built with one another. Your trust in eachother, and honest, true expressions of your love kind of bubble over and leave me feeling all warm and fuzzy each and every time. :) Thanks for sharing and hugs to you both,

    <3 Katie

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    1. Awww, thank you, Katie. I am glad that you find something here. Trust, that's the biggie. I have never been able to trust as completely.

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  14. I just cried, this was so beautiful. The act of love he gave you...

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    1. It was incredible and unselfish and generous. But that describes Ward completely :) I hope they were happy tears!

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  15. That was beautiful! I love it. :)

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    1. Thank you so much, Jason Girl, and welcome. He is most amazing!

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