Tuesday, July 16, 2013

I belong to him...

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I am cooking, he comes up behind me,
turns down the burners, takes the spoon from my hand
leads me upstairs.....
I belong to him.

We are talking, some situation, I am frustrated
Do I hear his assurances?
He pulls me down across his lap,
not for spanking, he assures,
just so I can stop and focus on his words....
I belong to him.

I am done work for the night,
log off and go to the kitchen
to fetch the laundry for folding.
He takes the clothes from my hands
kisses my neck and says
they'll be there in the morning, I'll help
Time for bed, little one.
I belong to him.

Fresh from the shower
he meets me, wraps his arms around me
bites my necks softly, pinning my arms
whispering, it's time for your spanking, little one,
go to the box and choose something wood and something leather
I see the ramp and the brush, and on the bed
I  kneel on the bed, bottom high, chest pressed to the bed
He growls approvingly - that's beautiful presentation, my love.
I belong to him.

Sometimes soft leather tinged flight,
other times hard, not correction,
but meant to clear the fog and the muddle
or the self-doubt and insecurity that
crowds out the good
When it becomes too much,
when tears come, when I struggle
soft caresses, soft words,
kisses that drink in my tears
It's okay, Daddy's here, I've got you,
you're mine, hear my voice,
you are good, you are worthy,
you are beautiful, you please me.
you are mine.
I belong to him.

Something happens, innocuous,
but it brings back tsunami's of the past,
of hurt, of shame, of things
that should never happen to children.
He sees my tears, and takes my task from my hands
pulls me to his chest, presses his lips to my forehead
wraps me tight into him, strokes softly,
kisses and wipes tears, and reassures...soft... sweet
Daddy has you. I love you, I always will.
Nothing can make me forget that,
It only makes me love you more.
You are mine. No one will ever hurt you again.
You are safe.
I belong to him.

Waking in the night
my chest burning, gulping air,
fingers clenching....what?
Daddy?.....
Shhhh, baby, it's just a bad dream, Daddy's here
You're safe, I won't let anyone hurt you.
Be a good girl and go back to sleep.
I belong to him.

His fingers wound through my hair
I belong to him.
Pulling my face to his
I belong to him.
His lips on mine
I belong to him.
His fingers stroking my skin
I belong to him.
His voice in my ears
I belong to him.











HIS POV:  What can I say except I love you?!! Your touching words strike a chord somewhere deep in my heart. Your submission and love are the two greatest gifts that I've received and to be your steward, to be the one that you turn to.. to own you it is truly a privilege and a high reward that I hope to be worthy of. Your love and pure affection elevate me. You are a pleasure to call mine and I am blessed to be yours as well.







28 comments:

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    1. Thanks very much, Kim :)

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  2. Wow! This had to be one of the most beautiful and heartfelt expressions of this lifestyle. The strength and confidence that comes from belonging to your perfect one is unlike anything I've ever known. I'm so happy that you've both found one another.

    Big hugs
    p

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    1. Thanks P,
      I'm glad the feelings came across, because sometimes they are beyond words.

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  3. OK, June, this post took my breath away. When My Sir comes home tonight, I will pull this up and ask him to read it. It is so poignant.

    Thank you for the smile and joyful heart!

    hugs,
    fiona

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    1. Oh, thanks you, fiona, you humble me. It flowed, but I struggle to articlulate the depth of my feeling sometimes.

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  4. perfectly written... it was beautiful.

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    1. Thanks so much, Fondles. He is my heart.

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  5. WOW...your words capture feelings that are very hard to express. This is truly beautiful, I have tears on my eyes. Of all the titles that my are used to describe me...mom, grandma, sister, submissive, etc...the one that is closest to my heart is His...i am His..
    hugs abby

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    1. Thanks so much, abby! I thought the words could never truly express the feeling. And yes, His is the absolute best thing to be :)

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  6. This post really gave me chill bumps! Beautiful!!! :)
    Hugs,
    Elle

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    1. Thank you so much, elle. I'm glad it touched you!

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    1. Thanks so much, Emi :)

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    1. It is a transcendent emotion for sure, DelFonte :)

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  9. Absolutely wonderful words that reflect the feelings you share with your man.

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    1. Thanks so much, sunnygirl:) He is the absolute love of my life.

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  10. Awww Juniebug...got me again...sitting here in tears. Absolutely breath-takingly beautiful!

    Hugs and Blessings,
    Cat

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    1. Awww, I missed that, Cat! I'm sorry it made you cry, I hope they were sweet tears. Thank you for your kind words.

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    2. Yes dear...very happy tears from the beauty of your words and the love that you and Ward have together!

      Hugs and Blessings,
      Cat

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    3. I'm very glad of that:) And it still astounds me, I am s blessed :)

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  11. Wow June, this is an absolutely beautiful expression of your love and submission to Ward and his devotion and care of you.
    Hugs,
    Roz

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    1. Thanks Roz :) I have never been held in gentler hands, or loved with such tender care. He leaves me breathless.

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    1. Thank you most kindly Meredith :)

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