Saturday, April 21, 2012

Examining Submission Journaling Exercise - Day 4

Do you switch into a dominant role at any time? If you are in a domestic discipline relationship, are there things that you maintain control over? Are you a “switch” in BDSM terms? If not, have you ever thought about it or given thought to why it’s not for you?

Now that is just entirely too silly! I do not have a dominant bone in my body. Before Daddy I was approached by several lifestyle friends who asked if I could switch with them. And the mere thought makes me nervous & uncomfortable. I am not dominant. I do not like being in charge.It is tiring because it is not being true to myself.

In my relationship with Daddy, of course there are things I maintain control over. I maintain control over the way I represent myself. Daddy does not control that, but he does hold me accountable. I am mindful that my behavior not only represents me, it represents Daddy, and models for our children. I maintain control over my responsibilities. Daddy does not micromanage, but he does hold me accountable. I am mindful that when I uphold my responsibilities our home is a place of peace and respite.

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  1. Lol, so no Mistress June, huh? ;)

    "Daddy does not micromanage, but he does hold me accountable. I am mindful that when I uphold my responsibilities our home is a place of peace and respite. mindful that when I uphold my responsibilities our home is a place of peace and respite. peace and respite."

    Same here. I don't think either of us would survive if Monster was into micromanaging. We would both go nutty.

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  2. Lol - Mistress June - ummmmm no - gives me the church giggles just thinkin' 'bout it. Micromanaging just makes me mad, lol. I hate the nit-picky stuff. I think micro-managing is a domineering thing, not a Dominant thing.

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    1. Me too. For me, I would feel like he didn't trust me enough with normal things. And yeah, it would make me mad too. Sooo agree with you on the domineering thought.

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